Friday, October 13, 2023

Nyx does fall in love- and saves the world. Heartha. from doom.

https://youtu.be/M-znD6QKbrg?si=nLZ3pypSTzZ6mRSl

Little Nyx


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Last Dance

Oh my sweet suffering
Why persist, you start again
I'm just a being without importance
Without him I'm a bit crazy
I stroll about alone in the subway
A last dance
To forget my tremendous sorrow
I want to run away, that everything should start again.
Oh my sweet suffering
 
I move the heavens, in the day, at night
I dance with the wind, the rain
A little love, a bit of honey
And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance
And in the noise, I run and I'm afraid
Is it my turn, the grief is coming back
In all Paris, I let myself go
And away I fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly
 
Only hope
On this path in your absence
However hard I slave away, without you my life is just a set1 that shines, devoid of meaning
 
I move the heavens, in the day, at night
I dance with the wind, the rain
A little love, a bit of honey
And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance
And in the noise, I run and I'm afraid
Is it my turn, the grief is coming back
In all Paris, I let myself go
And away I fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly
 
In this sweet suffering
All of whose offenses I paid for
Listen to how huge my heart is
I am a child of the world
 
I move the heavens, in the day, at night
I dance with the wind, [the rain]2
A little love, a bit of honey
And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance
[And in the noise I run and I'm afraid
Is it my turn, the grief is coming back]3
In all Paris I let myself go
And away I fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly


Saturday, October 7, 2023

Book III America and The age of Aquarius

Not done with Book II , but already Book III is revealing itself to me!

 It was foretold in 1969 by the band The 5th Dimension in their song , " The Age of Aquarius"

 The Fifth Dimension, Age of Aquarius/Let the Sunshine In

 When the moon is in the Seventh House
 And Jupiter aligns with Mars 
Then peace will guide the planets
 And love will steer the stars

 [Chorus] This is the age of Aquarius 
 [Bridge] Harmony and understanding
 Sympathy and trust abounding 
No more falsehoods or derisions
 Golden living dreams of visions 
Mystic crystal revelation
 And the mind's true liberation 
Aquarius
 Let the sunshine Let the sunshine in The sunshine in


 https://youtu.be/kjxSCAalsBE?si=JecYwXLQDZQgGU5U 

 Attachments area Preview YouTube video The 5th Dimension Age of Aquarius 1969

Book III

Book III is set in America.

 A collaboration of deities from many different religious and spiritual organizations on earth cooperate together with a character when The Moon sits in her 7th house. 
They call half human Nyx into action to save Heartha , the children, and ultimately the universe.



Trilogy book covers

Newgrange birthplace of ancient mysteries Book III cover

Friday, October 6, 2023

Nyx Daughter of the Bright and Terrible

Nyx is the child of my character KB, personification of the most volatile force in the universe, the "big bang" encapsulated into form so he can romp the earth and make mischief. Lucifer his guardian angel takes him into his light form and together with KB's human wife , Sud who is enamored by his heat, they create a child she names Nyx. Nyx becomes the most powerful known energy in the universe, so much so even the gods are afraid of her! Hu the Great Alchemist is also in awe of her! Sud died in childbirth so the part of Nyx that was human craved attention from her father, but he being KB was not always around for her. 
Heartha was.
 Heartha helped raise her, bonding with her as one of her own. Sud afterall had been her human daughter making Nyx her granddaughter. Hu doted on her as any grandfather would, both he and Heartha were loving grandparents to her...but being part of KB in Lucifer's form she had a strong desire for dangerous play. She felt bad about this, her human nature had come to love Hu, Heartha, their children and all they had created together, so she left the earth to explore the cosmos and make worlds of her own. She is known as the most powerful deity ever created. She has the light within her, but how will she choose to use it?
 Any way she wants.



Friday, November 4, 2022

Thank you  for looking  at  my  blog!
Its  actually the book's  blog, that  is  writing  itself  and  using  me  to present  it.

"Newgrange" is  a word  that  means, New Land.
The book explores an Irish  myth that Noah  had  another  son, who was  not  allowed  on  the  ark. They don't  know  why...but what if while  Noah  was  caretaking  all the  animals  to  survive  the  flood,  Bith  his  eldest  son was chosen  by  God  to travel  the  earth  and  pick  up  all the  humans  that  would  survive-  not  only  survive the  flood, but become  enhanced  by  angelic  DNA  to become inventors, artists, people  with  wonderful  ingenuity, great  thinkers- to ensure  the  survival of  the human  race. Perhaps  it  was  a  secret- sshh...that  no one  must  know  of Bith's  mission, or  the  people  who  would  inevitably  repopulate  the  earth into our  many  diverse  human  sisters  and  brothers living today.

Friday, October 16, 2015

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMfMGfOU25Q&feature=youtu.be


Please enjoy a  lovely narrative by my friend  the artist Jim Fitzpatrick of Ireland. 
Jim is well known on Ireland and all over the world for his renditions of Irish myths and legends , his work with the band Thin Lizzy, and countless publications. He gave the front cover picture for my Book I, Newgrange, birthplace of ancient mysteries.


Friday, April 25, 2014


                                                                                                                                                                                                                 
                                                     And so we begin...                                                                                                                                                                   

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Ancients3

         Here is a song for you written just for this book. Pre Christian European peoples did not fear death because they believed they would come back, sometimes through their own family lines.. Reincarnation  is a common reoccurring theme through out the book, and it all began when Heartha and Hu were frolicking about making everything there is ! They would simply close their eyes, say, "see you next round" and go to sleep. Death was a painless and gentle occurrence, leading to another life together.                                                              

                                              https://soundcloud.com/melanie-korpi/ancients3
                                                        Here is the link to enjoy the song!

The Ancients 
 Melanie Korpi


And she knows how it feels to be alive, 
She runs the hills, swims the seas, rides the trail
He's always there, always waiting
 to light her way, warm her soul, without fail

Beyond what they see they remember
Where they're from, where all things came, how it began
Ever new, her mysteries unfolding
Womb to tomb, birth death, new man

Ahh, sweet is the feeling
To dance  the   fires  of  new beginning
Warriors battle on, bards  remember well the song
The tale of  ancient ones, re building
The ancients, re building

  Time  is a mystery to the un awakened mind,
Through the infinite, unwinding   Spirals,  worlds revolving
Those born , find  the passage home 
Patient waiters of time , life evolving

 And she knows how it feels to  die
 dreams the dream,  awaken whole , begin again           
He's always there, always waiting
To bring her home, embrace her soul, it never ends

Ahh, sweet is the feeling
To dance  the  fires of new beginning
Warriors battle on, bards  remember well the song
The tale of  ancient ones, re building
We are the the ancients, re building

“Awaken” she whispers to me
   Sing again with the voice of Mystery 
    For the secrets lay locked within the chambers
 of your deepest song!

Sunday, September 16, 2012

DRAGONS- Oh My!

Do you like dragons? My book is full of them! Big , little , medium sized- young, old, good, bad, evil wicked nasty ones- and very wise ones. They escape KB's lair, and fly away. Some of them end up in Europe, some in Asia- and they all have their own distinct personalities. They interact with humans, some in a not so nice way- others becoming like family. Dragons dragons- dragoni. The earth was full of them once upon a time long ago...


Friday, March 16, 2012

EXCERPT

Anu began to think of her grandmother, Nuala,  her twinkling eyes and gentle sweet manner. Nuala was always there for her, for the whole tribe, generous with her time, knowledge, and her love . Nuala  told the stories around the fires of first peoples,  Hu and Heartha, Hu’s angels and Heartha’s animals, so many wonderful stories. Story time was something the children especially looked forward to. Anu closed her eyes , and remembered . She could always envision in her head clearly the way Nuala described …she began thinking of the story of the creation of Raziel, their mentor and teacher.
So said Nuala:

                  “Her name is Heartha, because she came from the heart of the Creator, and He laughed with delight as she formed. Heart-Ha! She slept, and He moved across Her dreaming body, His consciousness bringing forth His thought into Being. 

Shapes materialize from the mist forming over the water…creating an expression of His divinity, and His love for His sleeping Heartha.
Swirling whisps of white mist give way to wings unfolding...the first of His creations on earth, a Being of mist and light. Beautiful."


                      The mind of Hu danced around the Being now waking…lifting his wings, and looking toward his Creator…loving Him with all of his essence,
 the mind of God, now taken form.
      “You are the first, you are  Mystic. You are the most beautiful one, formed from the dreams of my sleeping Beloved, taken from the ethers of my sacred heart…you are divine, as I AM . From the deep you have come, to Her you will return. You are She and I, you are the keeper of this Mystery.”
The wings unfolded, the form took flight. Moving silently across the water, gliding magnificently up into the air… away from the darkness toward his Creator, the angel Raziel was born.
                                         And so it was.



 






As she lay sleeping he rocked her gently, His spirit wrapping around her like a warm blanket. He molded her being , breathing His breath , the breath of life, into her, giving her Soul.
                      “Come, my love, it is time for us to create together”
                      “Yessssssss…..” he heard a soft reply, knowing this world He molded for them would be Her delight, Their delight! He felt happy, eager to please Her, and anxiously waited for Her to awaken.
She became a living being , Her body, living rock, with His central fire at Her core.

Hello Earth. Kate Bush
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Sunday, February 19, 2012

We are the ancients

SACRED SPACE:
Sacred space is not a place, but an intent. An intent of sacredness, of holding all things sacred and holy, created when one goes into the mystery of self. The Divine mystery of authenticity of who an individual is at their core. We as a society are returning to holding all things sacred. If a person cannot find the sacred within – they will not find it in the external. It is not about being religious or ritualistic – it is about a deep knowing that from the air that you breath , the food you nourish the body with, your relationships and the ground you stand on – it is all one. This is not new wisdom. This is the wisdom from the ancients. ~Shaman Medicine Woman







Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Are you ready for me?

                                                        
                                                                                                    
                                                    


                                                                  Beautiful Enya, enjoy!
                                                                   (Click here for link)

EXCERPT FROM THE BOOK:




I am the void, the black mystery.
I am the cradle, the womb where all life begins.
I am the keeper of the egg, the possibility of creation.
The hope of continuum, of  a time less remembered…
a time before history as you know it
when we are already
One.
Where the strands of form are designed by my thoughts
where God will be birthed, for my pleasure.
where I call forth from my being,
a seed.
an other.
The star, that bursts into beauty light 
and  bring  forth 
KABOOM 
a bright idea!
force and magnetism to create matter
essence
form
clay
worlds
I am from what all things will become.
I am the beginning.
You have named me, "Super Nova", "The big bang"
For your understanding I am simply, a thought of joy.
From my exuberance, and warmth
your sun was formed to glow and remind you
Of my fire, my passion,
I am bright and terrible.
Mmm... Other he says to me... Mother is now my name you have given me.

My sun is the first of all living things. Light.
All others revolve around Him...
He is the first, the last, the truth. There is no life for you without Him.
The essence of His being you can not understand, His life form you do not know, but you can not live or exist without Him, or without my matter that has given you and all things, form.
You align your sacred places with Him.

                                                                    
I am the creative life force that animates your body.
You call me,

I Am…




Newgrange, birthplace of ancient mysteries
soon to be published

THANK YOU FOR READING THIS BLOG!

I am loving you , Always. Yes you..
(click on link to enjoy beautiful song)






Monday, November 14, 2011


(click on this link to enjoy the video and music)


So now you know that the book is about the place Newgrange in Ireland, Hu,  His angels, Heartha, the spirit of the earth who is the Void incarnate, Kaboom ,the energy of the big bang personified, and all their offspring. 
As I stated before , Hu, Kaboom , and Heartha  were all friends. Kaboom only became the antagonist because he , like a new child , wants to be "like God", in form, and wants Heartha to love him. He is a volatile energy, the energy that scattered all of the mix of creation and animates all of substance. He is very powerful, and in granting his request, Hu and Heartha allow him to "mold the clay " and make some forms. Remember t-rex? T-rex is a nice example of what the energy of the most destructive power in the universe and dirt mixed together becomes. I used to wonder about dinosaurs , "what was God thinking???" So in my story, this is what KB's forms look like. This is actually distressing to KB, he really wants to make a form pleasing to Heartha, he wants her to "mate " with him, like she does with Hu, the Creator. It is a predicament for sure, for all three of them.
Eventually, Hu creates a form that KB can inhabit. It has to have circuitry that can withstand KB's powerful presence and  sustain  his consciousness. He is allowed to live on earth, with his friends, Hu and Heartha, and be in form with them. They are all in this together! He is given the form of a very tall, scaley bird serpent, and he establishes the first civilization that we know about , eventually named, Sumaria , and becomes their "King". His form is different from humans, it has to be- to hold his intelligence and persona- and his form was created especially for him, to dwell on earth. He dwells for thousands of years- Hu made him a very durable lasting form! 
KB experiments with genetics, ...in hopes to come up with a form that Heartha will inhabit. He mixes his own bird serpent dna with many other beings, and he mixes different earth beings dna and comes up with quite a number of what we call, "mythological" creatures. Heartha does not like these tamperings, and she tries to get KB to understand why and her feelings for Hu.  She tells him over and over, that she is exclusively Hu's, and is very compassionate with him, and all his "offspring", they are also made of her substance...but to no avail. Like a child who will not quit until it gets its way, KB becomes fixated on his goal. The more she describes to KB her love for Hu, the more KB wants her to have those feelings for him- he does after all, want to be "like" his friend ...
Hu the magnificent Creator, giver of life and soul, husband and lover to the Divine Feminine.


Thursday, November 3, 2011

Five Angels


(click here to enjoy the song)

Thank you Note 13 studios for the gift of this song, inspired by the angels of my fictional book, Newgrange, birthplace of ancient mysteries.
And who are the five angels in my book ? They are  Raziel, Uriel, Michael, Raphael, and  Gabriel. 
These are the Five mentor angels to the characters.

              Raziel is the first of the created angels in my fictional book. He is different from other angels. He is able to function better in the earth realms because he is made from the mists of the water and the fire of God's heart.  He is the "Keeper of God's secrets". He writes down everything Hu creates into a book- recording  all that has been created , and how to create it. He is with Adam, in the Garden. As Adam names everything,  the angel Raziel records it into the book. KB is very interested in Raziel's book. With it he can make forms to please Heartha so, he has his minions steal it! This creates quite a scandal! After it is rescued and restored to Raziel, the book is given to Noah for a while, containing the instructions of how to build the ark. Raziel becomes the mentor to Alchemists, Mystics, "Merlin" types. Those who want to , "turn water into wine"? -Just ask Raziel...he'll look it up for you...

              Uriel is one of the main characters in the book, he is with the first people the longest. He didn't have a natural sense of compassion for humans, so Hu assigns him to become human, for a while. He becomes their tribal leader, and teaches them to build Newgrange, as well as learns why love is so important, and what human love is all about. He ultimately goes back to his position in the ethers, never to incarnate into human form again, and is assigned , among other duties, to  be in charge of  the "Recycle bin of Souls" as I call it, or , the "Other world", Annwyn's Realm. This is the place souls go to wait to be reborn. It is also where nature spirits retreat as their earthly "bodies" sleep in cyclic seasons. Uriel knows first hand what it is to be born into a human body. With his experience and new found compassion , he better understands the dynamics of  human life cycles, what the souls are going through, and is able to help guide their next incarnation. He sometimes resignates a golden yellow.

              Michael is the protector, and the angel who teaches the children how to fight.  KB's offspring and minions are violent with Hu and Heartha's children. At Heartha's beckoning and Hu's unhappiness with KB's corruption, Hu devises a plan to save the children . He designates Michael to protect and teach the children how to defend themselves. KB is also in a process of evolving, so destruction of the earth and all forms is NOT the most desired outcome.. the flood becomes a temporary means to rid Heartha of the corruptive forms that are destructive and displeasing to Hu. The energy of KB ; however, can not be destroyed, and Hu knows KB will come back, more determined than ever to win Heartha's affections. With Michael, Uriel, and His angels assigned to their duties and helping, the children will be ready. Michael usually resonates in a cobalt blue color.

               Raphael is the healer angel. He is the mentor to the Miach, or "medic" in an ancient Irish language. He teaches that their bodies will heal from within. The Miach simply has a vast knowledge of  healing plants , and skills that will aid in the healing processes. During "the scandal" in Eden, Adam is allowed into Dreamtime, with  the  help of  Heartha's snake Al, and discovers the truth of who and what  he is. Adam becomes the first shamanic Miach , the grandfather to a new shamanic line of men. They will continue through Bith, Noah's son, who was"not allowed on the ark" but was chosen to survive the flood by escaping on another vessel. The Shaman has access into other realms and dimensions, and with Raphael's guidance and instruction, is able to aid the spirit when it becomes, afflicted. Raphael's color is known to be green. 

                 Gabriel  is the messenger angel that visited the family of Jesus in the Bible. There is some debate as to whether Gabriel takes on a feminine or masculine form when appearing to humans. In my  fictional story, Gabriel teaches the cave dwellers how to make a horn, that they will use when in battle , and introduces musical instruments for their entertainment  and enjoyment while in the caves. Gabriel also brings them a meteor, that has the capability of communication with the Divine, and each other. Gabriel is bright pink in color, emanating the love of God.       

These angels I have discovered and learned about while writing this book. It seems that once I started with an angelic character in the theme, they all got in on it, started fluttering about, and I  began to learn  more about them. They are just too good in their purposes to ignore! In my fictional book, Hu creates and assigns them specifically to protect and aid all of the children of the earth, the children of Himself and Heartha, the spirit of the earth, who is the Void incarnate.

There is one more angel I have not yet addressed  As Hu assigned angels to specific duties to take care of the children ,this angel was assigned by Hu to , "take care of KB". This angel is not part of the Five who care for the earth and her children, this angel became specifically KB's angel. Hu assigned his biggest and brightest angel to "take care of KB". This angel once dwelt in the heavenly host with the others,  but when assigned to be in charge of KB, the largest volitile force of the universe as we know it, he became compassionate with KB's plight.  He listened to KB's desire to be in form  like Hu and Heartha. He thought he could take in KB's energy and control it for Hu. He allowed KB into his being so KB could experience angelic form. Big mistake- Lucifer became corrupted as well when over filled with chaotic KB energy. KB's goal became his own,  KB wants to be "like Hu", and KB wants Hu's mate, Heartha. And so the trouble begins...  


          
             

Wednesday, November 2, 2011


Tonight I give you the link to an original song that I wrote 20+ something years ago ! My daughter is singing it, and the lady I originally wrote the song for, is speaking the Sumerian chant, that translates :

                            "At this moment we become one with ancient customs"

The song is called "The Cave" because the characters go deep inside the earth and live in caves in the belly of Heartha. They are taken there to survive the great flood, and it is why (according to my fictional book! ) there is so much diversity among humans , when we all supposedly came only from  the uncorrupted seed of Noah. Actually, in the story, this remains congruent as the Irish have a legend, the myth of Bith, Noah's son who was "not allowed " onto the ark. Bith's daughter, Cessair,  supposedly landed on the island now called Ireland. My fictional story begins with her, and ends with her offspring, all daughters, all egg carriers of an enhanced race God designed to ensure human survival.

The  young girl singing is a character who has been living in the caves a very long time, and she is remembering what it was like to be up top... with a special friend, who is playing the eagle bone flute. Gabriel the angel, and mentor to the cave dwellers,  is playing the horn. The sound at the end is the large stone closing over the entrance of the cave.

Thanks to Note 13 studios for arranging and producing this song!
It will be on a complimentary CD of original songs in the back of the book that  I hope you will enjoy!
The Cave
(click here for song)


Friday, October 28, 2011

What of Megaliths, Angels, and Eggs?


                                                     Newgrange, county Meath, Ireland



So why Newgrange.
 Newgrange has an interesting encasing of white quartz that is not native to that area. It had to be brought in, up the river possibly, and added to the outside construction. This is curious. When sun hits white quartz, it is brilliant.
 My book is a combination of stories within stories...the first peoples, how they lived , loved, laughed, before the corruption KB brought to the world- poor KB. He and Hu set the planets into motion like buddies playing a game of pool- they were great friends. KB liked Hu so much, that he wanted to be "like" Him, like the Creator of all living things. KB can 't be like Hu, KB is a different energy, a powerful destructive force that Hu uses to give motion to substance. It begins a plight for KB. They say imitation is the highest form of flattery- but for Heartha, the spirit of the earth, imitation becomes disastrous- and life threatening. When her children are harmed by the tamperings of KB trying to make forms "like Hu " did, she draws the line- and Hu sets up His plan. His secret plan to save all of human kind, and His children with Heartha. He creates a new race, through a line of egg carriers, that enhance the peoples to ensure their survival. He assigns angels to all of creation, to care for and protect all life as it evolves, and he teaches man how to protect himself from the antics of KB. KB is loved, necessary, and needed, but KB is also a new energy, also in the process of evolving. Will KB destroy Heartha and all living things before he grows up and realizes who he is,  what love is all about, and why Hu wants to protect and save His creations?
Let us hope so.
All the special daughters , the egg carriers,  come from  the daughter of Cessair, Noah's grand daughter. They have Uriel's specially enhanced eggs in their "basket", or womb, when they are born.


The last daughter will be a character in America, who will travel back to Newgrange for the winter solstice. In Laura Croft, Indianna Jones adventure style she will meet with an angel who is sent to protect her. Through a long line of a definitive gene pool, she is able to play , "Star Song", the celestial music that in combination with the life giving sun will set off a vibration that will save Heartha, and all the children of the earth. When she plays "Star Song" inside Newgrange on the winter solstice at the precise time the sunbeam is illuminating the inside chamber,  harmony is created with light and sound that resonates at a very high frequency. This causes the quartz and entire structure to emit a huge amount of brilliant light. It lights up, and sends a beacon signal into the universe like a cosmic egg. The earth will move into  position as the milky way moves into the cosmic "tree of life", and it is as if the swirling energy emulates a ripe egg, in ovulation, ready for joining with an Other. Its a big moment in the grand scheme of things, a call for new life. A call for joining. And who, is she calling to?
 The beloved savior of the world, the only one who can save Heartha, a being both male and female, dark and light, human and divine, the most powerful diety in the universe.


Monday, October 17, 2011

Lets talk about the egg...

My daughter had an egg fetish as a child, she absolutely loved them. She thought they were the greatest! I couldn't understand the fascination, but hey, what ever makes your kid happy, right? She had a shelf with all her beloved eggs in her collection on it.
What exactly is, an egg? We know it is, according to Webster:
egg
noun
1. the roundish reproductive body produced by the female of certain animals, as birds and most reptiles, consisting of an ovum and its envelope of albumen, jelly, membranes, egg case or shell, according to species

and  we know that in humans, it carries a certain amount of genetic traits passed through the dna. Females are born with "all their eggs in one basket", meaning, they are given their eggs by their mothers and have them all when they are born, with encoded genetic material that has been passed down for generations. 


What is an egg? It is a legacy, a pre packaged packet of your ancestors information, waiting to join with an other, become a new combination of form, and walk the earth again.  It gets one chance. When this potential person does not make it, - it dies. Women grieve, are grumpy and angry as the nest tears down . The body expells it. Now that is something to cry about.
How precious that my daughter loves eggs so- they are in good keeping.


EXCERPT:


Biology 101
101= one on one

First , there is an egg. She is a world alone inside a vast dark universe.
Ah, the sperms have found the way to her...their quest, their only mission-
to conquer, join, assimilate...become one.
They demand entrance, trying to force their way in as they are equipped to do.
She laughs. Yeah right. Dream on squirt.
But one in particular, woos her just so-
entices her in just the right way...and she allows him in.
He does his job to the best of his ability, and he is good at it, the very best.
 Its why she chose him and not the others. He's a little stronger,  more robust,
 said the right words.
He  gives himself fully to her.
"Trust me babe." She does.
For love’s sake  she is torn apart, again and again,  changing  rapidly,
 transforming  moment by moment
into what ultimately will become a fully developed, fully realized
 human being
who forgets time before the joining,
 and  questions its very existence, "Who am I?" "Why am I here?"

Blame the sperm. He is after all self centered , focused only on his goal. He must be. It is his only purpose, what he is designed to do.
Or  the egg, for letting him in. Being  enticed. Listening to that squirmy squiggly serpent.

And so our story begins

In all of infinity, there is a point where you begin.
All things that are your reality, I AM.
I am your point of beginning.
I AM,
You.