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Begin Again



                                                                      

October 15,2011

In recalling my visit to Newgrange, in Ireland, I still vividly remember what it felt like to be inside this wonder. It was the void- void of noise, void of activity, completely still, and the feeling that if you were not standing in there, it would sit empty and silent for millennium. There is air to breath, but it is not the living air of the sun and grass just outside the door...it is a dark air, void of life. It is, the emptiness of forever in there. That is what makes the winter solstice so very special...a beam of life-giving sun makes its way down the long dark passageway, to give light, illumination, - to the empty waiting chamber inside. There has been some question as to if it was a burial chamber, there were remains, bones, found in there, at one time. No one knows. My gut feeling about the place is...well, you will find out when you read the book!. The full name of the book gives you a clue, "Newgrange , birthplace of ancient mysteries".  In the book, birth and death will happen simultaneously. A character will be inside, giving birth at the same moment a tribal leader dies in there. What is inside the chamber at that moment is hope for the next generation, actually, hope for the entire human race.  There is a placenta looking basin, that I speculate could be where a newborn could be swaddled. Three chambers, birth, death, and new life. And as I further contemplate myself being inside this womb tomb chamber, I consider its possible messages to all "religions" that followed after these early ancestors...the one thing that is certain in Islam, Christian, Judaism, Pagan, Native religions, - all peoples who simply seek a connection with the divine...it is all about the egg. Everything is born of woman, the female, the egg is the beginning of life. Even God respectfully was birthed through a consenting Mary. That is nice- to know that even divinity partakes in the laws of nature here on earth. I further wonder- the egg chooses " who" it allows in. It waits, for "the One". I was not "the One" when I innocently visited Newgrange...I was not, chosen to be allowed inside. Is it disrespectful of me to enter that place, hidden for hundreds of years? Possibly. Possibly every person who ventures in is forcing their presence into a space that was obviously designed only for one encounter, one moment a year, only for the Light. Sigh. So it is with the most respect and reverence that I write this book, I make up and guess who I think these people were, who I think God is, and the Spirit of the earth...but I do it with all the love in my heart how it was revealed to me. Enjoy the story...it is for all us trespassers who trod upon the truly sacred.

The Fairy Mound



                                                               


October 15, 2011

What is utterly fascinating to me is how Newgrange was discovered...the story as how I heard it is this:

In Ireland the people knew that the mounds were good places to find rocks to build their walls. The Irish love rock walls. My grandmother built quite a few of them herself in her day. She was very precise... each stone "fit" into the next. My granny was cool.  One day a farmer was digging up some rocks. Some sources say it was a group of "servants" digging for some one who ordered rocks... but the way I heard it, a farmer.  He opened the dirt, and instead of a pile of rocks, he found a chamber. He called the archeological society and they excavated.  The above picture is what they uncovered when looking for "the door" As you can see, the "roof box" or window was not yet discovered. This is the front door of what we now know is the oldest known megalith on our planet.
There are a few documentations of its discovery and excavation on Wikipedia and other sites you can
Google if interested- I just stick with the story I was told. I think it is, close to the truth. For the purposes of my book, their discovery is not what matters...my fictional book is about the construction and purposes of building Newgrange in the first place. My book is all about, firsts...
This is my very favorite picture of Newgrange...still uncovered, unexcavated, untouched...mysterious and beautiful in every way...can you imagine how excited to find such a beautifully carved stone ...when digging in the dirt??






This book has taken on its own persona- and although I have not met my personal publishing goals YET, the book seems to have goals of its own!! Sometimes we have to step back,and let the creative process express in its unique way and time. It has developed into an expanded trilogy, and I am now working on Book II and Book III as I seek a publisher for this, Book I. The beautiful cover is given by artist Jim Fitzpatrick of Ireland. I met Mr. Fitzpatrick while visiting Ireland in the 1980's. I never dreamed that I would one day write a book, and his work would be on the front cover! Isn't it amazing the ways things turn out sometimes!

I believe the spirit of the earth has been speaking to all of us lately, and many of us have perked up our ears and begun to whole heartedly listen to Her,and respond. This book is my response.
I am including a lovely music cd of original music that I and friends have composed, a compilation of songs written especially for this book.
Thank you Note 13 studios for the Newgrange theme, "Awaken".
If you listen carefully, you can hear the heartbeat of the spirit of the earth, Heartha!

Awaken
(click here for link to song)